I've been away for so long!

:D anyway, updates! Bloody Monday has been finished, so for those who haven't seen it yet, go check it out at Onemanga. I recently began reading Detective Conan, Gintama, Saiyuki and Saiyuki Gaiden, and I'm still continuing with Vagabond. Still collecting Vassalord and Nora: The Last Chronicle of Devildom.

A lot has happened these past few months I was away. The big ass event aka OrCom Silver Anniversary Conference was launched during a big ass storm, some other big ass requirements were assigned and submitted, and some people showed their true colors. It has been a very tiring two months, but it's not nearly over.

I'm tired. I just wanna curl up and sleep and never wake up. Just the other day there was another commotion in school because of my brother, and I had to take care of it because no one else could. It's not that I don't like my brother, but I just wish he could do better with his timing. I HAD to go to uni that day. HAD to.

ANYWAY, enough about brothers and whatnot. I have one more week to go in uni, but I think I can manage. I still just want to sleep and never wake up, but I have to pull myself together and just move on. I want to strangle some people for being so dumb and stupid and naive and annoying, but all I can do is to grit my teeth, take a deep breath and smile. It's not like murder is legal, so I can't really do what I want.

I've been reading Saiyuki, as I've mentioned before. It brings back all those memories from way back in the earlier years of high school (and some later years in grade school). Kill the Buddha as you meet him. Kill the father as you meet him. Never be captivated by anyone. Just live your life the way you are. ... or at least, that was how AXN translated it at that time. It basically means that you have to live life without getting attached to anything or anyone. It means not to be materialistic in a world captivated by material things.

But how do you do that? Not getting attached to things might be easier, but not getting attached to people? People make you attach yourself to them and make you connect with them, whether you like it or not. It's not a choice. There's never a choice, specially when it comes to bonding with people. Good bonds, bad bonds, they're all bonds. It's like Naruto's bond with Sasuke and Sai. Technically bad bond with Sasuke, technically not-so-bad-nor-good with Sai. But see, Naruto can't get rid of them whether he wants to or not. It's because human bonds last forever, or at least until those bonded humans die (but it some cases bonds transcend death).

(Haha, trust me to use a Naruto example... ;;;)

So what I'm trying to say is how can we not get attached to the people we interact with in a daily basis? Is it even possible not to begin to care about these people? I want to meet the person who ever thought of this teaching and ask him/her if he/she ever was able to live by it. It seems silly to me. You can't choose to be unfeeling. You just can't.




Oh but how I wish I could. Sometimes I just wish I could. People can all just get too annoying sometimes, like all they can ever think about are themselves. They can't even put themselves in the situations of others... it's so unfeeling, so uncaring, so.. so cold. Can't they even begin to understand how other people feel? Why should it be all about them? Why? Can't it be all about trying to understand other people and seeing where they come from? It's very frustrating to see friends fighting because of stupid things like this...

Person A says person B acts in a certain way because he/she has this certain personality. But then, person B says the same thing about person A... but in reality, they're also describing themselves. It's like all we can see are the faults of others but not our faults. Self-righteousness... is that what this is all about?

I wonder if everything will become alright if one party just stopped blaming the other party and apologized. An apology doesn't make you the weaker party at all; it can actually end arguments and let both parties be at peace. I think that if one side stops treating the other side like it's their fault, they can come to a compromise and save a relationship. Making compromises shouldn't be a hard thing to do. It's trying to assert that you are right even if others are already being hurt that makes things even worse.




I wonder what brought that one on.




Anyway, updates... but I think I'm in no mood to make any right now... but because I've been gone for two months already, I'll still try my best. :D


Naruto: Chapter 468

Madara has issued the challenge! What will the four Kages do?

In the previous chapter, Madara challenges the four Shinobi Kages to a war - the fourth great shinobi war (kind of like World War IV I guess o.o) after explaining what he was going to do with all the bijuu he collected. Apparently, he plans on resurrecting the ten-tailed beast, aka the jyubi, which is the most powerful n-tailed beast there is. XD Well, actually, the jyubi was THE ONLY beast there ever was... until this kick ass beast was split into nine parts of course. (Wait, so does this mean that more tails does not equate to more power? ;A;)

In another part of the Shinobi world, Naruto's meditating and trying to improve on his sage mode. Aaah, we all love the eyeliner-eyeshadow-wearing Naru-chan, hey. >D

And still in another part of the Shinobi world... wait, is that.. Killer Bee?! And what the hell, he's singing ENKA. O.O (And oh look, isn't that Kisame out to get his singing bee ass?)


Bleach: Chapter 378

In the previous chapter, Aizen killed Espada Tres... which brings me to think that the only Espada left is Yammy, who is Espada Zero. Or Diez. -blink- whatever, he confuses me.

Anyway, last week we saw Gin slash Hiyori's body in half (and we heard Hirako's anguished cries, of course) and were given this feeling that the Vaizards will pose no match for the kick ass Aizen. Hirako calls out for Ichigo to bring Orihime back, and as Bleach fanatics would have to know by now, the call was a clue. As expected, the scene was cut to show the ones stuck in Hueco Mundo, focusing on the Yammy-dominates-all battle. Sado down, Renji down (when has he ever won anything, anyway), Rukia being crush like a tiny little bug... ah, but before that could happen, Ichigo (less his upper clothing, as per usual. the hell is with those abs anyway... how can a spirit be so abs-full.. ;A;)appears in his Bankai form... I'm guessing it's the Bankai form since the sword is black. Can't really tell because of the lack of clothing.

So semi-nekkid Ichigo struts around while fighting Yammy. Of course he slashes Yammy down, since it would be so insulting if he wouldn't be able to. He didn't turn all nutsy-vaizard-hollow-arancar on Ishida's ass and stab him in the chest for nothing. Oh, and did I mention he ripped Ulquiorra's body apart... literally? Yeah, Ichigo's all kick ass now... wonder if he'd be able to come to the other's rescue in time.


Katekyo Hitman Reborn: Target 262

Crap, they're all dead.


Some 80S and some jealous 59 in the beginning of the chapter. I'm worried for Squalo. I know he's kick ass and tough-as-whale-penis-leather and all, but really... is he even alive? I want to hug Yamamoto for thinking about Squalo, but Gokudera might get jealous... >D

Kidding (and canon yaoi pairings aside), the guys are in trouble... again. For being so stupid, of course. They should have moved or something... Anyway, the remaining of the six funeral wreaths have gone to Kawahira's shop and have begun to attack Tsuna and the others. It's a good thing that a HERO has arrived to save that day.. partially. Ahahah, stupid HERO, Tsuna saves his ass at the end anyway... Who is this hero I'm talking about? Someone we all know, of course... Someone we almost forgot a few hundred chapters back... go read and see who I'm talking about. >D

Wonder if Gokudera will be able to show his stuff after HERO has appeared. He should. >D He should let us see that Vongola box of his, since Yama has already opened his. And Hibari too, although who would have expected that Hibari's would look like that. o.o Hibari, you're really fond of pain, aren't you..?




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